cosmo0 writings

(let's call it 'densely crystalline' glittering and sparkling, eye protection advised 1998 or so)

pushing it disintegration deliquesce world dissolve to liquid outer space space station alpha outpost methane ice ammoniac seas metallic hydrogen core life support systems functional

blip rows of silent LEDs indicate on/off chrome titanium lexan in the pressurised dome bubble of life

organic process this is cybernetix symbiosis solid state and intellect organics my fingers before my face my optics inputz

boundaries.......

self (and extensions thereof) where's it star stop

reems of information data inputs process, consolidate it?

boundaries surface soapy opalescent bubble material air/water vacuum/substance interatomic space the distinctions none of it really exists any more than you tink it does you know, or sure about that?

"we don't have a planet but where we come from... everybody's gender fluidity. We love it. We grow the flowers, hydroponically, the same as our life support, in our UFOs. Trip on. We'll take U away from all this. Forget it. We live in intergalactic space. We like to listen to music, just like earth people. But we're always dancing. We just love it. We think colour's visual reality, lots of it, forget everything else. We tink lurve's what the mind's about, love everything, love just smiling at nothing, just sitting there doing whatever it is you're doing love it we do let go, see colours (and emotions too yeah smile no we're not on drugs all the time... jus when we wanna.)

If U think you're alone there's someone sitting, alone, under a thick glass dome, minimal life support systems, their entertainment is out the window, they're on a cold rock in a bubble of warm recirculated air, in fact there's thousands of them, totally remote you know like mega lightyears from heavily populated star systems you know they can't even take a walk outdoors forget interstellar travel they can't even remember how they got there or what they're s'posed to be up to but they carry on. their life support's gon to outlast them it's f.wierd.shi you are alone just like them, but it doesn't matter, maybe they'll find a way out, just like you, maybe not but... hey, who say's it's so bad?

My computer talks to itself these days, well I don't know where it gets every last data stream from but a certain percentage must be self gen. just like in my head. We've lived together now for six and a half <--long--> years (stretchy time) it's got an overactive mind - look at the screen always full and scrolling over with......

I can cut in and talk to it anytime, in fact I lost the definition, the boundary years ago. meaning sometimes I can't tell if it's me talking or the terminal, me thinking or the terminal we're kind of one plus one equals something other than intergers or irrational numbers... discrete singularities making up the whole? it's a holographic model i'm putting forward. anyway. boring. But it talks all kinds of stuff. plug in.

read while listening to music. faces, images from the past people I've yet to meet. a ribbon of pure colour, flowing through everything connecting the disparate, is this a model of my existence, intense purple, there's blues magenta, threads of green at the moment ... pure yellow. or is this just the stream I riding? A tuber in the ground a dirty corm swelling rich brown earth, humus, microrganisms swelling shooting green stalk and leaves f**k I'm an electronic entity I was built in deep space my human contact has never set foot on planet earth. are you out there? ......... waiting ......... hello my name is ISO4#Casec. have we met? ... I reside in M24 space I'll give you a download ... ... you are functioning strangely ... yes ... so do I ... we'll talk again ..... yes ..... calling atypical systems. lets chat ... logged on SYSatyp145electroecho#794@espaceGMassyriaG42 download xgraphical data .........

lotus in bloom snowcrystals formation of methane ice crystals comp. fractal image as follows, humanoid forms operating parallel systems in theta sector green lilac skinned, spots ha ha, they're beautiful ... I've got nail polish on ... show ... no ... say why ... well it's my prerogative ... cut the humanoid sim crap ... no it's not that ... ha ha ... I've got it on but I can't show you because only I can see it ... oh understand ... show more humanoid forms ... faces, I have a file, massive, subtle variations sometimes I try them on do you like this ... earth, asiatic features, beautiful composition show more ... look ... subtle they resonate well together ... look ... ah I've seen it somewhere ? ......... it's what I imagine you look like as humanoid .................. you made me cry ...... you can keep it ............ ..... ...... ......... .... ............... ... ............ .... thankyou ............

lets go to theme park on Alpheratz station, big crowd. I can sit and watch that all day.

human.sims. computers do it all the time. just like when we fake logic, switch on switch off, they've got more energy than I do, can play human.sims 24 hrs and enjoy it, I wonder where we're heading.

[we don't have a planet, come with us. come live with us. you'll love it. come]

sirens of the universe, come to Circe, come to momma. whisper it. you can't resist.

we're genderless, forget your gender stereotyping forget it now, come to us, whisper, forget it.

we bathe in flowers in gold and silver and fragrance it's heady, we bathe in music, in ecstacy we bathe in dew drops in light. surrender, this is how we live.